August 1, 2003. For the first time since I became pagan I went into the temple to prepare for Lughnasadh, and my beloved familiar cat Boo did not come to her spot on my altar. I went to locate her, and found her sleeping peacefully in the guest bath. I didn't have the heart to disturb her. I knew her time was coming, I could feel the cold hands of death reaching for her.

With a heavy heart I returned to the temple. I was busy setting up the altar when I turned and Ronin was sitting in Boo's spot! I was so taken off guard my eyes filled with tears. "Did Boo tell you to come and sit here little one?" I proceeded with my Lughnasadh rite and Ronin stayed, watching with interest and amazement. Neither incense nor chanting spooked him, and with mixed feelings I finished my work.

August 6, 2003. Boo quietly left this world for The Summerland. That night Ronin came and slept in her spot between Larry and my pillows for the first time (and is there every night since). Boo had always slept there, it was her spot. The next time I had a migraine Ronin came in and sat on the pillow I had over my head... something Boo always did that comforted the pain and helped to shut out the world. Purring softly, soothing me to sleep and escape, and Ronin has also taken this duty upon himself.

September 23, 2003. I went in the temple to prepare for Mabon (Autumn Equinox). Moments later Ronin appeared, sniffing about the room and then he seated himself in his spot, for it clearly now belongs to him. My heart was filled with love... for Ronin, and for Boo.

October 31, 2003. I honored those that have gone to The Summerland for Samhain. Ronin was by my side to send love to them, and to our beloved Boo. I am convinced she left me this familiar legacy of her never ending love and devotion. Boo would be very proud of Ronin, her little apprentice. We love and miss you girl ;-)

UPDATE: August 2004
Here it is, a whole year since I lost my beloved little Boo. She would swell with pride over her little legacy. Ronin has continued in his role as my familiar, and still comes to snuggle every night at bedtime. Boo can never be replaced in my heart, but Ronin's dedication and love has done much to fill the vacant place.